you know how in movies the main character will have problems with finding love
and refer to it as a rollercoaster...yeah i can relate completely.
he holds my hand and i think i am in love.
he doesnt talk to me and i am pretty sure i am over him.
he apologizes and says he likes me and i slowly let him back in.
and after awhile he stops talking to me and admits he doesnt like anyone.
then after i have decided that he is not worth it,
he comes back and is the sweetest guy and always wants to be near me.
i cant ignore the amount of adoration i get from him.
i cant ingnore the fact that he could have hung out with all of his guy friends, but he wanted to be with me.
i cant ignore his cute way of flirting, or his smile.
the way he touches me in the most casual way and sends my heart racing.
so, currently, he is the one i want to hang out with,
the one i spend my night thinking about,
the one who makes me nervous,
the one who i want to be around,
and the one who makes me smile.
will it last?? i surely hope so.
i am on a rollercoaster...and right now i am enjoying the ride.
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