car number 7

first day of driving range?

exciting and boring all in the same sentence.

nerve racking..(espessially so after i saw my crush walk up and smile. even though before i was secrectly wishing he would be there.)
i even forgot how to roll down my window, he had to help me. embarrassing.

amy being my partner. talk about party car.
we can drag cones and laugh about it.

am i blushing or is it the heat??.....blushing.


all and all.... success.

a ticket for the rollercoaster, pleease!

you know how in movies the main character will have problems with finding love

and refer to it as a rollercoaster...yeah i can relate completely.

he holds my hand and i think i am in love.
he doesnt talk to me and i am pretty sure i am over him.
he apologizes and says he likes me and i slowly let him back in.
and after awhile he stops talking to me and admits he doesnt like anyone.
then after i have decided that he is not worth it,
he comes back and is the sweetest guy and always wants to be near me.

i cant ignore the amount of adoration i get from him.

i cant ingnore the fact that he could have hung out with all of his guy friends, but he wanted to be with me.

i cant ignore his cute way of flirting, or his smile.

the way he touches me in the most casual way and sends my heart racing.

so, currently, he is the one i want to hang out with,
the one i spend my night thinking about,
the one who makes me nervous,
the one who i want to be around,
and the one who makes me smile.

will it last?? i surely hope so.

i am on a rollercoaster...and right now i am enjoying the ride.

friendship lasts.

lets stop the envy.

the one girl who you envy.

the one girl that could wear anything and you want to look just like her.

she seems like the prettiest girl in the school.

the one everyone wants to know.

everyone knows her name.

she is so sweet. so kind. so friendly. so gorgeous. so...lucky.

the girl with perfect hair. a perfect smile. the perfect boy.

she is your friend and you love her.

and guess what?? she looks at you the same way.

so none of this coveting and wishing to be different.

be who you are. why? because that's the girl who people love.

i hope none of you are never negative about yourselves.

i am guilty of this. but it is going to change.

just remember, you are a child of god . and you are perfectly perfect being you.

i love you all.

first day of fall break.

Oquirrh Mountain Temple

Draper Temple

Jordan River Temple

better late than never.

here it comes... the 7 random things about me.

1.  i have no idea what color my eyes are. one day they are blue, then green, and sometimes brown. but i wouldn't trade it for anything.

2. speaking of eyes. i love them. eyes and smiles. thats what i look at.

3. soccer, basketball, track, volleyball, tennis, football, you name it. i respect all athletes and dont think any sport is "more manly" or harder than another.

4. i have so many things that i want to be when i grow up, that i wish i could live forever.

5. my camera is probably in my hand, wherever i go.

6. i believe in love. all sorts. and i cannot wait until i find that "one." (obviously in the distant future)
i believe in being happy also. i admire those who find it in eveything.

7. i am the oldest of 8 kids. yup. its true. and i wouldn't have it any other way.


and there you have it.

the best things about friends

they give you advice.

and not the cheap advice (what you want to hear), but real advice.

and they love you so much that they tell the truth.

they will listen.

you had a bad day. you have boy troubles. who do you tell?

your friends! and they really do listen and encourage/agree with you.

the best thing is that they actually want to listen.

they are cute!

you get to hang out with all these beautiful girls!

we laugh hysterically.

they are all kind and would never be rude.

we enjoy be creative.

they set amazing examples.

we can condition together...without a coach.

i can be myself around them. without the pressure of trying to impress.

what are the best things about your friends?

if we were a movie...

i would be the girl who gets nervous around you but tries to hide it. the girl who wants to be your best friend more than anything. the girl who has problems making up her mind and wants everything to be perfect. the girl who cant think of much else. the girl who gets excited to hang out with you. the girl you can tell anyhting to. the girl who is friends with your friends and family.

you would be the guy who can say what you feel. and not be afraid. the guy, that makes all the other girl's jealous. the guy who makes me feel pretty. you would be the guy who is constantly on my mind. the guy who i can tell anything to. the guy who respects me and who can very well be my best friend. who is not afraid to show your affection. the guy who loves me for me.
we would be the awkward couple that dont find out about eachother's love util the end of the movie. we would be best friends. we would be amazing. we would live happily ever after.

will there ever be a "we" between us?

{(this post wasn't really about a certain boy... just a future one)}

summarizing the good times.

soccer is over.
basketball has started.
best friends are really the best.
my family loves me.
school is... school.
the seasons have skipped from summer to winter... but, i love the fall.
my love life...who am i kidding, what love life?
seminary is my favorite class.
painting my nails is now a hobby.
homework has taken over my nights.
new camera....talk about photo shoots

so, basically, i am still alive and loving the life i live. i am enjoying being 15 years old, but i absolutely cannot wait until i am 16! ...less than 3 months...

this blog? i love it. and i am constantly thinking about ways to improve..any suggestions?

community chalk

what matters? it's how you play the game.

"Now, i would like for you to take a moment and write down three goals that you would like to accomplish this year."

-Coach Caitlyn. First team meeting.

my season goals. sophomore year. :

1. Dress/play varsity

2. Score!

3. Take state

Dress/play varsity.

now, this didn't exactly happen. i was more of a JV girl this season.

but, dont worry, i still have two more years.  

Score.

this did happen. it was our second game against Lone Peak and our varsity team had just lost.

i was playing left wing and it was almost half time.

the ball came right to me, the goal was right in front of me, and butterflies were in my stomach.

and i scored.

we won that game. and it felt amazing.

Take state.

this is actually a sensitive subject for the soccer team.

kit tells the story well.

but, here is the just of it.

we were told that to be able to go to state, we needed to win our next game.

well, guess what? we won!!

this was amaizng! we had just made history.

we were estatic...no one on earth was happier than our team.

then we got bad news... turns out that we were ONE point short of making to state.

our season is over.

those months were the best. they went by so quick.

i have never pushed myself harder or had the most fun.

ps

speaking of goals
help this girl out. 

it might be an obession.

i found a new hobbie :) nail polish? yeah.

searching for new ways to create art on my nails? for sure.

its fine.